Reality of PMDDYou wake up in a cold sweat from an unsafe dream. Tossing and turning throughout the night feeling the judgement and shame from failure at…Mar 20, 2023Mar 20, 2023
Fire in the hillsWhat is lost? The hidden self and the mask. These drop like heavy plates of armor. It’s so hard to carry it around all the time. Deep…Jul 29, 2021Jul 29, 2021
No more lonely KnightsI used to read this quote that said, “There is no one coming to rescue you. You have to be your own rescuer” and I thought.. “well yes …Jul 18, 2021Jul 18, 2021
The waiting placeI am in the place between waking and dreaming feeling the ache of not you and me in my soul. The illusion of what seemed to be still rests…Jul 7, 2021Jul 7, 2021
Ordinary ExtraordinaryWe can spend days, months, years lamenting the ordinary. We can look at the chores yet to complete, the work that must be done and drag…Jun 19, 2021Jun 19, 2021
Tree LessonWhat happened to you tree? The mystery of you intrigues me. I sit here in front of you at the midpoint of my walk and imagine what it was…May 30, 2021May 30, 2021
GardensWhen I am in your arms I feel not just loved but cherished. The way you stroke my hair and hold me to your chest. I feel your breath and I…May 18, 2021May 18, 2021
Love, Fear, Beauty and StrengthI have spent years and years in a state of unease about my place in life. My job, my relationships, my home. I have never settled into…Apr 14, 2021Apr 14, 2021
The hole in the wallToday the past swallowed me whole. The darkness filled me up and tried to drown me. I screamed the loudest I ever have. Anger and…Mar 10, 2021Mar 10, 2021