You and I alone inside this crash cloud Are you really here or just some imagery Inside thoughts spoke out loud I am reaching out to you for clarity Where have you been hiding lately? I mean where did you go? Did you get lost in someone else’s dream Different…

Fire in the hills What is lost? The hidden self and the mask. These drop like heavy plates of armor. It’s so hard to carry it around all the time. Deep breaths released from chests ready to open and tension dropped from shoulders that carry the weight of generations of…

No more lonely Knights I used to read this quote that said, “There is no one coming to rescue you. You have to be your own rescuer” and I thought.. “well yes . obviously…I got that one down now”. I never understood what that saying meant until this morning. I…

I am in the place between waking and dreaming feeling the ache of not you and me in my soul. The illusion of what seemed to be still rests in my heart. I know the universe sent you here to give me more lessons than love. More hurt than hope…

We can spend days, months, years lamenting the ordinary. We can look at the chores yet to complete, the work that must be done and drag through day until night hoping for something extraordinary to happen to us. We forget about the ordinary extraordinary in every moment. Is it not…

Tree Lesson What happened to you tree? The mystery of you intrigues me. I sit here in front of you at the midpoint of my walk and imagine what it was like long ago when you stood green and impressively spread out enjoying the mountainous view. You were separate and…

When I am in your arms I feel not just loved but cherished. The way you stroke my hair and hold me to your chest. I feel your breath and I naturally synchronize to the cadence. You speak to me from a place that once was and sometimes is. …

Love, Fear, Beauty and Strength I have spent years and years in a state of unease about my place in life. My job, my relationships, my home. I have never settled into them, scared to settle into them, yet desperate to be settled at the same time. That feeling of…

Today the past swallowed me whole. The darkness filled me up and tried to drown me. I screamed the loudest I ever have. Anger and indignation at the feelings of being trapped and feeling forever bound by the pain of the past. Anger so huge it brewed up from deep…